called in to tell norch i couldnt work today .
she knew why.
cann barely walk properly.
GRRR .
i feel so PATHETIC .

its so GRRR .
cant do alot of things .
i cant even jump aroundd to vent out the frustration =x

yeaapps . anyways .
watchedd finish both LEFT BEHIND dvds .
quite an eye-openerr .
MUST WATCHH*

i hope that it'll be ohkay by tomorrow .
so that i nobody cann tell i fell =x
i wonderr how narain's going to l0ok at me tomorrow .
OH WELLS .
we'll see ^^

my gosh .
today .
EARLY IN THE MORNING .
realisee . i forget to bringg ALL my worksheets .

then stress le .
hadd chem andd amaths test .
ohkay larhs .
but then . didnt do 8 marks of the amaths .

then i kept thinking .
CANT FAIL . else cant work le )):
then i suddenly BURST .
my gosh . hid under my table .
criedd the wholee reading .
then shalini was like .
'OH MY GOSH . YOUR SKIRT AND THE FLOORR IS WET'
but luckily nobody else saw it .
andd she andd audi cheeredd me up .
THANKS MAN =D

ohkay . think le .
i spent ENOUGH time destressing .
if i waste anymore .
i cant catchh up .
so . NO MORE CRYING (:

yeaa . hadd lessons till about 6.
then jiamin . afiqah andd me went to eat .
cos was SUPER HUNGRY . haas .

hmm . yeaa . so . cant wait forr tomorrow to endd !!
weeeeeeeeee =DD

today .
REALL STRESS .
i really couldnt take it anymore .
really burst a few times today .

well . yeaa .
everything's getting messedd up .
cannot cannot .
cannt be so xiiaoo qi .

but . letting it all out seems to work forr me .

what they saidd about YOU .
is it truee ?
i dont want to believe .
i dont know why .
but i dont believe there are seriously people with that kind of motive .
i refuse to believe it .

so . i will not judge first yea .
dont think t0o much .
there must be SOMETHING we cann do .
i just know it =D

anyway . to SOMEBODY .
you really spilled those words without thinking kay .
ruiqi andd me really re-did the list DOZENS of times .
andd like .
it really stressedd me these past few days .
andd . youu werent anywhere near to help .
andd now youu say .
im not even doingg anything ?
youu werent even at the trainings .
what wouldd youu know what we did .
youu just PUSHED AND PUSHED .

ohkay . maybe youu didnt mean it .
but then .
i really wishedd youu wouldd considerr the hardd work we put in lorhs .
if youu still insist . then . youu cann do it yourself .
i dont mean to be unreasonable orr anything .
but . i really put ALOT into making andd finding the list lorhs .
re-doing andd RE-DOING again . dont youu think im getting stressedd t0o ?
im sorry .

seriously stressedd.
FRRMPPHH .
ohOH . the tagboardd stuff all sot le .
haas .
me trying to change layout .
so maybe wont post till its done xD
PLUS the mega pile of LATE homework =x

loads of things happenedd today .
andd .
I LOST MY PHONEE )):

forr those who know me well .
they shouldd know .
how much it meant to me .
not in the materialistic way .
but how i got the phonee in the first place .
then now . its like all the hardd work .
the many years of waiting .
WASTED .
but . life goes on yea ?
i realise . there's more to life than phoneees .

but . i cant even rememberr HOW i lost it .
onee moment . i was using it .
the next . it was out of my handds . andd turned off .

heh .
today was raciall harmony day .
we hadd alot of funn with ourr costumes .
i fell down ALOT .
andd got many blisters .
but it seemedd worth it .
AND THEN .
when it was time forr track .
i FORGOT TO BRING MY SOCKS .
coachh made me go aroundd asking people .
andd finally .
the kuku COPYDUCK was my saviourr .
t0ok off without question .
only the TYPICAL g0ng l0ok on his face =x
but yea . if he didnt lendd me .
i wouldd probably have manyMANY blisters now ^^

then . after track . hadd to CHIONG to work le .
andd then . lost the phonee lorhs .
then .i was crying like SIAO . my gosh =x
then davin thought i cried cos he scoldedd me .
well .
they all cheeredd me up alot .
but . i was honestly very PEK CEK towards the endd of work today .
dont want to say why .
haas xDD

yesh .
been a long time since i blogged =x

havent been able to use the com much .
lalala .

ourr dearr AFIQAH didnt come to sch0ol today .
was of course SIAN without herr .

haas .
the only thing i rememberr in sch0ol today .
was LAUGHINGG .
i can believe it .
i was literally laughingg all the way the secondd half of the day.
GOSH.
the normal three of us .
laughingg ourr heads off .

yeapps .
think the only lesson i payed attention was cdp .
cos we hadd to draw stuuff .
LOL .

i couldnt think of anything kays .
what best describes me ?
what best describes my strengths ? weaknesses ?

yea .
conclusion .
i dont even know myself well .

went to confirm the jersey stuuff afterr sch0ol .
hadd to changedd lots .

oh . DIE .
havent drawn the thingies .
dieDIE =x

i totally understandd the meaning of PROCRASTINATING now .
gosh .
im pushing everything behind .
here's my list .



that shouldd be all i think .
i cant think !!
frmph .
im seriously drowningg deeper each day .
CANNOT .
must be strong .
HEH .

anyways .
im here to celebrate jiamin andd me .
BREAK-UP 5TH DAY ANNIVERSARY .
we celebrated with dinnerr .
LOL .

its funny how youu find yourself.
looking from the outside.
im standing here.
when all i want . is to be over there.
why did i let myself believe.
miracle could happen.
cos now i have to believe.
that i dont really race.

i thought youu were my fairytale.
my dream whenn im not sleepingg .
a wish upon a star thats coming trueee .
but everybodyy else cann tell
that i confusee my feelings withh the truthh .
when there was me andd youu .

i swore i knew the melody.
that i heard youu singingg .
andd when youu smiled .
youu made me feeel .
that i couldd singg alongg .
but the youu went andd changedd the words .
now my heart is empty.
im only left with used to be's
andd once upon song .

i knoew you're not a fairytale.
andd dreams were meant forr sleepingg .
andd wishes upon a star .
just dont comee truee .
andd now even i caann tell .
that i confuse my feelings with the truthh .
because i likedd the view .
when there was me andd youu .

i cant believe that i couldd be so blindd .
its like youu were floating.
when i was falling
andd i didnt mindd.
because i likedd the view .
i thought youu felt it t0o .
when there was me andd youu .

stayed at home to ROT today .
haas . no larhs .
was actuually intending to go swimming andd stuuff .
but mum forcedd me to do my amaths .
FINALLY clearedd some of my doubts .
HEHH MS WONG =x

hm . yeaas .
forcedd yiqiang andd dad to watch the musical with me andd ling .
haas .
HE AGREEED IT WAS NICE .
wahaha (:

hm yea .
yesterday .
i went to work . FIVE HOURS EARLY .
no larhs . thought i was working split .
so . sat andd did homework awhile .
then decidedd to help apple they all .

FOUR HOURS FL ohhkays .
grrr .
andd we saw all the people running in at 10 to queue forr the match .
haas .
was seriously ALOT of people .
guulpps .

yeaa . heardd chenlong quit on friday .
he came in with a sad face today .
gonna really miss working with him .
he's a great guy .
*HINTS .
lolls . no larhs . he's BOOKED le .
not me .
im just pregnant with his baby x))
lalalaa .

a new jap storee just openedd t0o .
denyse . rach andd me RAN overr there to admire . haas .
abandoned isa . LOLL .
its SO nice lorhs .
so bright . colourfuul .
suuree more attractive than mos .
loll =x

yea . shuni laogong . siyu andd meizhu also dropped by to visit .
hm . not suure if i have to work tomorrow . LOL .
lalala ~

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